Posted by
Sue on Sunday, April 20, 2008 7:45:00 AM
This is the question I asked myself the past two days. In particular this morning while watching the Pope, Holy Father to Catholics around the world, kneel and pray at Ground Zero at the World Trade Center. I have watched on Fox Cable, the only channel to give the Pope and his doing more than a 30 second sound bite.
Yesterday I enjoyed the Mass very much. Not as intimate as the mass I attended many, many years ago, but certainly the architecture was simply a masterpiece. I love the stained glass windows, the pomp and ceremony, the vestal garments and the billowing incense and sprinkled holy water. This is what church should be for all. It is food and a balm for the soul of man. Nothing whatsoever to do with religion, mind you. Simply is. Only think, what would your church be without its accouterments: candles, crosses, linens, flowers, vases and so on and so on. We human require tangible reminders that church is a different place, or should be. Church is not a place for hate, but for love, peace, understanding and reconciliation and, finally, penance. What would be the point of faith, religion or churches if there were not a forgiveness that required penance. Our modern world, particularly here in America, has lost that small but vitally important part of being human...penance. We have taken away the penance for our actions, no matter how outrageous.
We are told to forgive by everyone, but are never told that it is necessary to the human spirit to also require punishment for wrongs/sins if you will. I strongly believe it is impossible to forgive someone who walks away from their sin, however, egregious. Our souls simply cannot forgive, ever unless restitution is made in some form by the offending party. In many instances, we know that "I'm sorry" just doesn't cut it. Sometimes being sorry is simply not enough. There are some sins that require the ultimate payment from an offender. We have not yet reached the evolved point in our humanity that we can know, with certainty, if an sinner can be "mended, cured...fixed". So, we require penance in some form be paid. That is also another problem with our modern world. We have no penance for a majority of the harm that is done because there is a contingent that believes no punishment should be applied to anyone for any reason. We are awhirl with ADD, ATD, COPD, Post and pre something. We use initials as a shortcut to say, that person is ill so they are no responsible. But, we know that most of that "trash talk" is bull. We know this in the very center of our being, no matter what we try to tell ourselves and others.
So, with all of this said, can you have faith without God? I know for certain you can have faith without religion. I have met too many who are truly faithful to deny that. But must there be a god in the equation? In my case, I lost my :"faith" at 13 on a beautiful sunny day with clear skies. In an "eureka" moment, I realized there was no "God" and no need for the ritual of churchgoing and I stopped. More than ten years later, in a bad marriage and pregnant, I thought I had made a terrible mistake by forsaking God. So, I "lumbered" to church and involved myself and my children. Although I counseled with the Reverend and prayed mightily and dutifully attended church regularly and consecrated my children to the faith, nothing changed. I went from Catholic in my youth to lite-Catholic, Episcopal in my young twenties. So I stopped.
Got rid of the first husband, understood the Women's Movement was not going to help me in any way. I was a working Mom before people thought up a political description of it. Took some stock and a number of years later remarried a man who was 100% faithful to me, loved me and the kids, never lied, never cheated and trusted me. I embarked on psychology. Freud, Jung, etc., plus some "earth" type stuff. Some of which appeared to work and almost most that didn't. But in the process I learned about the psychology of the brain and therefore the soul. The psychology of people. But it would more time to have all of this coalesce into my ultimate philosophy and help run my life another twenty plus years. I must tell you that in the end result for me was simple: 98% vs. 2% solution. 98% of the population on the planet are in difference levels of evolution and only 2% are evolved high enough to be able to think, reason and behave as humans are meant to. Think about it. Look around you. Check it out for yourself.
More later.